Feeling lost

[Betty1x]

I feel like I've lost myself,like the person who I thought I was is gone,no one knows the real me,the kind person who cares about others,who likes to have fun and love life and other people,all I think pple see is the bad in me,the lost,the she's not ok,the she doesn't care about anyone but I do,,I want to give up and many ways I have,feel like I'm in a black hole and I can't get out...