feeling trapped and cornered.

[chloejade24]

i feel so low at the moment, everything is so hard to deal with, my bf does not understand and sometimes is mean about it and takes the mic out of me, but its not funny and getting worse, i constantly worry about the smallest of things, things like im going to lose people or lose my job or lose my friends or my pet horse i feel she is the only thing keeping me here, i dont feel the need to be here im no use to anyone. i have tried talking to people and it works but i go private and cannot afford to go. i am so tired of worrying and just want to be normal.

[chloe40]

Hi chloejade24

Welcome to our friendly Action on Depression Forum. You're sure to receive some helpful replies shortly, take care.

Chloe

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Hi this sounds like anxiety to me and I was wondering whether you have seen a doctor yet? Anxiety is very common nowadays so please don't hesitate to seek help if you need to. Your doctor will have heard it all before.

Are you in the UK? If so then you might be able to get NHS counselling though it could be a long wait. There are also a couple of other sites on here which just deal with anxiety so you might get more help on there as well. x

[WhiteAlice]

Hello, chloejade24. Have you experienced a loss? A death, jobloss, some other huge disappointment? What has happened that you are so worried? The bf should be supportive. It only makes matters worse when those closest to you, not only won't help, but dismiss your feelings. We all need something to cling to that tells us, " This is my life. This is mine." Change happens, though, and can put us in a tailspin. Hang in there. You're not alone.