Hi I am Anwaar and I have depression

[Ch_M_Anwaar]

Hi. My name is Anwaar. I am from Pakistan. I have been diagnosed with severe clinical depression a few weeks ago, I don't know what to do. I feel so much pain and then no pain at all. then again i feel nothing at all. I think a lot. I have spent my whole life in my mind and now it has crumbled into tiny pieces that sting me even when i try to touch them. I used to be the best in my class. now i am not , i used to paint, to listen to music. i loved watching old movies. i used to pray. i used to go out with my friends now i hurt with with every breath. The world is moving extremely fast but for me everyday is like millions of years and i am exhausted now. i get suicidal urges. and i try so hard to tolerate them but i just cant get rid of them. but i know this cant be the end of my story.

p.s : I am a poet.

[Dolphin14]

I'm very sorry for what you are going through. Depression is very difficult.

This does not have to be the end of your story. If you get professional help you can work on making changes

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