Seems like Everything is hitting me Too fast and then old is recovered and seems too much

[Starrlight]

All of a sudden so much school info

All of a sudden I feel life is moving too fast for me like I can’t see, can’t catch it all in time to really understand what is happening

All of a sudden I’m in my own little world as I try to find shelter, protection, escape,

Evasion offers itself to me but since I care too much, I move into the next, which is Acceptance that life throws the most impossible curve balls

I was thinking about curve balls earlier and how they used to hit softer

I was thinking about how looking back the days were simpler and I miss it like I miss my brother

So now I think of him and tears wiped, help make my prayer real enough even though him leaving still seems like a dream, actually I notice that now He is more like a fading dream playing in my minds eye and in my heart as I pray for the kind of peace I hope he has

[primrose81]

God bless you Starrlight - thinking of you and sending lots of love xx

[Starrlight in reply to primrose81]

Thank you 🙏 😊

[Kkimm]

I can imagine how tough it is for all parents at this time. It must be so much harder still for those of us suffering MH problems.

My heart goes with you for this and for your terrible loss of your brother.

Kim

[Starrlight in reply to Kkimm]

Thank you 🙏 😊