I’ve been unwell for just over 5 weeks now with a sore throat and shortness of breath being my main concerning symptoms. I took a course of antibiotics to rule out infection and felt slightly better while on them. Now that I’ve finished, my symptoms feel worse again. I’m feeling:
-Sore throat
-Post nasal drip (can see the mucus in back of throat along with some small red bumps)
-Strong burning sensation on tongue (this one is really disturbing)
-Headache
-Muscle aches
-Burning and tightness in chest (on/off)
-Shortness of breath
I’ve tried antibiotics, a cooling/numbing mouthwash, given by my doctor. I’ve had chest x rays, covid swabs, ecg, mono test and everything came back normal. My oxygen saturation is 96-98% despite feeling short of breath.
It’s been 5 weeks and my symptoms won’t ease. It’s hell and I fear I’ll be stuck like this forever. It’s like the chicken and the egg. I don’t know if my health anxiety is causing my physical symptoms, or if my physical symptoms are causing my health anxiety...
The doctors don’t know whats wrong with me and say it could be viral, but can a virus last 5 weeks??
Some other things I’m going through right now that I wonder could have an effect:
-Being in quarantine (as is everyone else), maybe stale air/dust sensitivity from not getting outside?
-I am 2 months postpartum, maybe its something hormonal?
-A virus (but no one else living with me has gotten sick despite being in close contact with me)
-Started zoloft about one month ago (potential side effects? although i’ve been on it in the past several times and never had issues like this with it)
I fear having a serious illness that the doctors are missing. I can’t accept that it could be anxiety making me feel THIS unwell for THIS long.
It’s really taking a toll on me, as I worry I could have pneumonia, fibromayalgia, lupus, cancer, or something else that is serious/chronic/deadly.
I am afraid to go to the hospital in the midst of this pandemic. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel scared and hopeless and like this will never end. I also feel a tremendous amount of guilt because the physical symptoms make it difficult for me to give my 100% attention to my newborn.