not feeling like myself does it ever go away.

[Johnnie1234]

so i lost my my job ive been home for like three weeks almost a month lets say so today i been home all day then i finally go out and i just feel weird like im in a dream or im not myself its like im fighting my thoughts and to much stress don't know why i feel this way but its like everything its on top of me and i just act normal around my friends and family you know making it seem like nothing is wrong but it really is. you ever thought to yourself , Like im going crazy, why is so much on my mind when im literally not doing nothing and just home all day and when i go out its like i cant focus and its to much on my mind that i can't even function right . why is that? ugh just tired of it and fighting it and trying to act normal . i look at buildings up high and i get nervous all of sudden and when im high looking down like say from a building my mind starts racing im just annoyed why is this keep happening. do i have a sort of disorder or something . i hope all this one day go away and feel like myself again.

[Agora1]

Hi Johnnie, I'm sorry to hear about your job. You certainly aren't going crazy. Just the

fact that you aren't doing anything during the day can get those thoughts room to start

making you anxious once again. Your mind has nothing to keep you occupied and so

your brain spaces out. You probably feel kind of lost right now, not knowing where you

are going from here. As for the anxiousness over high rise buildings, it's a matter of

it over stimulating your nervous system right now. Until you decide what you are going

to do, I'd suggest trying to keep busy during the day. I wish you good luck in finding something else. I

think you will feel better for it. xx

[Johnnie1234 in reply to Agora1]

thanks agora1 your still here lol? its been a long time i havent spoken to you how are you ?

[Agora1 in reply to Johnnie1234]

Yes Johnnie, I'm still here a little over 4 years now.

I'm good. We've got some great new people who can

share their thoughts with you

It's always nice to hear from you. Take care. Hope this

all works out for you. xx