Giving up :(

[agusia34]

Hi, I'm 34 years old and having an anxiety,panic attacks, depression and chronic pain. Feeling very weak,like I can't live any more. I give up on myself. All the disease destroyed my relationship . No one even trying to understand me . I hope I will find some help on here.

[jessicao]

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. How does it affect you day to day?

[agusia34 in reply to jessicao]

Hi, is all affecting my life,I can't eat,I can't sleep, can't live normally. Is hard for me to put kids to Schools, even to go to shop. Getting panic attacks in middle of the street, people looking at me like Im drunk or something

[celtic2746]

hi there agusia34 i myself have been suffering from anxiety ,depression and panic attack also ! have you been to your doctor lately regarding your health ! if you dont mind can you say the illness youve been suffering from ? to be able to try and help its best to be open and honest that way its easier to get the right advice ! look forward to meeting you again to get a update of your health concerns take care david

[agusia34 in reply to celtic2746]

Hi, been in doctors so many times,they just giving tablets, like Sertraline, Amitriptyline, and many more, feels like they just want to get ride of me. Im not taking them, they doesn't work at all, they making me feel worst. Panic attacks is killing me,last time been with kids in different town, and my daughter need to call ambulance . After back home I realise if something happen I will be not able to protect them Living with anxiety , depression, is like dying slowly and cant get up . And pain which Im having making it worst. Doctor said is a chronic pain after first surgery on which they removed my gallbladder. Since then ( 3 years ago ) I must to live with this pain forever. Doctor said I need to learn how to live with this pain, even he wanted to send me to pain clinic in Cambridge. Anytime trying back to work I have to stop. Coz pain is not letting me. Now when anxiety,depression ,panic attacks gets worst Im not able to do nothing. Im scared ,afraid of everything and everybody Cant walk alone, cant go anywhere I pushed people away

[Sandraann21]

Hi, sorry to hear your feeling like this what is your chronic pain with ??

[agusia34 in reply to Sandraann21]

Hi, Like doctor said the chronic pain which I have it is from my first surgery ,when they removed my gallbladder . Since then Im living with pain. Doctor said some of people bodys dont like to be touched and moved inside, thats why this happen. And on place when was gallbladder ,is a big scar which grow up and is pushing against my liver and liver against my ribs.