I read an email wrong about keeping my sons dogs who he's bonded with massively. All night I been asking questions wonder why nobody else is speaking about it. I only realised reading the full email from defra that is was to remind people to get their dog neutered. My vets already sent of a form confirming our dogs been castrated. I feel mental tormented still but coming down to earth. I've lived like this all my life but thanks to meditation 🧘♂️ daily puts me in a good place but still need to get a grip of my swinging emotions. It's all mostly for my boy who let down once and swore I'd make it up to him and I have and I feel the weights Neen lifted somewhat. Life is good there are far worse off people than me who is handling it like warriors.
I I was so paranoid I'd think the government does things to mess peoples minds up. Push the over the edge make them snap and many sadly do and its the innocents that pay the price just like our wars the suits are living comfortably whilst the soldiers get killed or blinded losing limbs. I'm off now. I've had my rant. Hope your all coping best you can.
Cheating husband sends my depression into dark places
What is going on in my girlfriends head?
The voice in my head won't stop
My sexual assault won't leave my head
My light in a dark place 
