Just saying

[Raylaru]

I just want to say that I really don't feel good, after a lot of time I was diagnosed by depression and others things, indeed I never get better, for now I just living without a reason, but I really started to live like that, yeah I'm so young for say it but for all that I lived I knew that I wasn't born to live. In this life everything is a mess in my life only because of me, I really wanted that someone else, other soul or mind were born instead of me. There is a girl that I like, but I'm sure is because of my emotional depending and I Know she doesn't love me but that is sad for me, I really hate love, in the way of myself to talk, I don't know how to love good or like, I really hate when someone said something "good" about me, I always think it's a lie, I just can't, my brain doesn't work or Idk, fr I'm enough with this, I'm just waiting for the perfect moment for finally disappear but I just can't wait anymore for that date

[LoveforAll41]

Hi Raylaru, I think that most of us on here have been in the times when really we would prefer to not be alive. I am so sorry that you are struggling with so many feelings. Depression is the worst...

I am not trained in mental health stuff, but I think that a great book to help is "Feeling Great" by David Burns. There is also the Feeling Good podcast that he does.

If you need to please reach out to a mental health hotline, I know that depression is a dark place. I think that you were born to live, just your brain is interpreting things in a way that everything seems negative. Love is a hard thing, but just keep living life, and work on finding a way to have peace in your life, and you will find one of these relationships. I am sorry, I don't really have words to help, but I know that you can find peace and even happiness in life. Just living another day is often a victory.☮️

[gajh]

Hello and Welcome. Hopefully being here with people who understand you will help you as it has helped me. You are not alone.