surviving the rat race.

[yanah]

I moved cities recently to peruse my art career. Which was a bold step for me. I don’t really like change. Although I was excited about the possibility of finally living my dream and having opportunities in this town I didn’t have before. I could reinvent myself. Live the life I’ve always wanted. Well turns out my career didn’t take off. I loved being home and creating but I didn’t get the recognition/support I’d hoped for.

I have made great friends though so I’m grateful!

I’ve had to get a job. It’s very demanding, chaotic and frankly draining. I have at least 3 anxiety attacks a day and I’m wildly unhappy and depressed. Living in survival mode right now. Helps to share and speak to others who understand.

[Dolphin14]

Welcome to the community

I think you will find some great support here. There are some recent posts about trying to get careers started and also moving to a different area.

Perhaps you can do your art work part time. There are a series of steps to make it to the top. We can't expect to skip key steps to get where we want to be

Bonus... you've made some good friends. I'm glad you aren't alone

🐬

[fauxartist]

Try this option if I may suggest....I buy most of my paints, etc. from 'Jackson Art Supply's'. Every year they have an open call for art entries with twenty different categories...it's well known and the people picked to show their stuff are actually put in two galleries and seen by many. It's for budding artists to get recognition they otherwise might not. I'm working on an original series and hope to submit an entry next year....I'm in no rush though.

I'm sure there are other legit venues, you just have to scrutinize them for any scams out there. I'd start looking on the Art sites online for anything you can find.

[MaggieSylvie]

I am so sorry. You must be feeling very strange - new job that you weren't expecting to have to do, but lucky to be accepted, new place to live, and friends, but how many are artistically inclined? You probably feel all at sea. On top of this your job is exhausting, so you haven't got the time you need for your art. And you are only 22. Remember you have many more years ahead of you and you won't be in the same place in five years time. You said your career has not taken off. Well, I would reframe that to your career has not taken off YET. Get your work seen somehow and don't expect it all to happen at once. Keep well and keep motivated.😊

[gajh]

I just wanted to say Hello and Welcome you here. This is a great place to connect with people who understand depression and anxiety.