Hello, everything is stable at the moment, i just have so so many responsibilities in this upcoming month that im not really used to, i talked about the really hectic job i recently got, im happy with it dont get me wrong, but it does add pressure and stress to me, although it started to feel easier and less scary.
I have a busy schedule this week and im starting university next week, and i feel alot of pressure to study all day and work all night
On top of that i was contacted yesterday regarding an event i applied for so many months ago that is supposed to air somewhere but i forgot about, there is a full day rehearsal and the actual full day event next week, and i already have bad stage fright, especially after quarantine i havent performed or spoke publicly in ages, and i have so much interfering with everything that i dont know how to start writing down my schedule.
I would be working around the clock , and i cant wait until these 2 weeks are over,
These 2 weeks will be so difficult but in a way im glad i said yes, im glad im pushing myself, i always tell myself “do it scared” because i dont want to look back and say if only i tried.
Fingers crossed it all goes well, i panicked a bit yesterday because i felt all this pressure of countless responsibilities at once, but i had time to practice today, take a break, and think about my schedule and how to work it out, it will be tight, and i will litteraly be doing everything in a row, but i think i can make it.
xx
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