And now I'm just aggressive and pissed.

[AnxiouslyZen]

Seeing my post from Monday, know that my mental state has gone from panicked to depressed to sad and ultimately bad.

But I'm done. **** trying to be happy so others will stop asking if I'm ok. We all know I'm not. I'm taking control and getting out of bed and cleaning my damn house. I'm done crying and feeling like I could have avoided my current circumstances. I really couldn't. **** this healthcare bullshit. $60,000 for a lapriscopic surgery??? No, **** them. I don't deserve any of the ******** that's happened the past two months. I'm done people pleasing and coping. I'm mad and I'm standing up for myself.

Furiously cleaning and calling insurance company, hospital, Drs office. I'm not taking this.

Also if one more man tells me to calm down and that I'm acting hysterical, I'm telling them to pay for my hysterectomy then cause that ****** expensive.

[Hidden]

Hi. I'm wondering, do you absolutely need to have a hysterectomy done??? Do you have cancer or something like that? I don't mean to sound nosy, I'm just confused.

[AnxiouslyZen in reply to Hidden]

Oh, sorry, no not at all. It was just me commenting on how the root word of hysterical is the latin hyster - uterus or womb. It was an antiquated diagnosis for women's mental health.

[AnxiouslyZen in reply to AnxiouslyZen]

As in oh don't mind her, she's just being crazy because of her gender.

[Hidden in reply to AnxiouslyZen]

I hear that. Some men just don't understand and what's worse is they don't want to try to understand.

[Hb2003]

I wish that surgery was free . like why do we have to pay for getting surgery a thing that can save lives and help people some people can’t even afford surgery which is scary .

[EndUser13]

**** health insurance and ridiculous medical costs

I understand your anger and frustration... though I'm sure there are a few people still deserving of kindness. It's great that you are advocating for yourself

[emmi331]

I have a male friend who calls every day to see if I'm "feeling better"....then tells me we all have so much to be happy about, like homes and a steady income. He means well, but I don't think he gets that I didn't ask to be anxious and depressed.