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I am so numb. Maybe not numb... i don’t even know. I’m hurting so much that I don’t know what it is. It’s sadness, it’s rage, it’s anxiety, it’s not wanted to feel anything anymore. I’ve been crying all day. I feel so alone. I literally have not gotten one text all day.. no one check up on me, no one texts me a funny meme or video, no one just wants to talk. I don’t want to feel so alone anymore. I just want someone to talk to.

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Hunt9898

I have so many friends but I feel alone too 😢

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kv3011 in reply toHunt9898

I’m sorry :( I wonder all the time “how is it possible”. I just got this app hoping I can make a friend who understands me.

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Doglover309

If I could send you a funny picture I would. I’ll talk to you. What kinds of things do you like?

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kv3011 in reply toDoglover309

Wow, I’ve joined this app 5 minutes ago and already everyone is amazing. I LOVE the office, food.. idk that’s a hard question when your mind is filled with nothing but negativity.

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Doglover309 in reply tokv3011

I like the office to! I make my dogs dance with me to the intro song sometimes when I’m happy. It is hard to answer sometimes especially when you’re hurting but we are here for you. 😊

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prisonmike7

i am sorry you feel like that, i was just honestly crying to my boyfriend today telling him the same things. that even though i am around him almost all day, in the same room watching tv, and i still feel alone. idk how to shake the feeling sometimes. i just hope you know you arent alone! there are so many nice people who want the same things and want to be there for others! stay strong and know you arent alone!

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kv3011 in reply toprisonmike7

That’s what worst isn’t it!? I felt the same with my ex (we broke up 6 weeks ago so also why I’m an emotional mess). I told him all the time. I felt so alone even when he was sitting next to me on the couch.

I just joined this community and it seems so nice already

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Jello2000

talk to me🙃

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kv3011 in reply toJello2000

Thank you! Now I have a new friend, as do you! I hope today was/is great💜

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Jello2000 in reply tokv3011

yay! Today was actually pretty good for me:) how ab u?

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Justgenie

I feel the same way. Plus, I deal with insomnia on a regular basis and no one is awake when I am.

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kv3011 in reply toJustgenie

I feel ya, my sleep has been HORRIBLE the last few months.. like falling asleep at 5am and waking up for work at 9. 😑😑

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Molly85

I hear you and can empathize I also feel very alone. My roommate recently moved out (my choice - he was an alcoholic and I just couldn't deal with it anymore). I am separated from my husband who was emotionally vacant. My children won't talk to me (except for my oldest - but he is in CA) and I am working from home due to the virus. I have hardly any contact with others and feel isolated.

Thanks for reaching out.

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sachoo in reply toMolly85

hey,

i'm so sorry about your situation

i hope there's a way for you to reach out to your children and reconnect with them

know that you are not alone and we are all here for you

the pandemic has made us all feel isolated and alone and it sucks but there's hope in knowing that it will be over some day

i hope you have a good day and reach out whenever x

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sachoo

hey,

i get that, i feel numb a lot, empty and lifeless

it's normal and know that you are not alone in this feeling

we all feel alone at times, even if we have friends or family

we want that constant reassurance and that text everyday to let us know someone cares about us

but you should know this, you have a whole community of people here who care about you, i care about you and you can talk to me any time

you're stronger than you know and you're doing really well

sending positive thoughts your way :)

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Rlr2020

Hey Kv3011, I suffer with anxiety and it’s such a killer, just something innocently said can destroy you day/week in a matter of seconds. But hey you know what your message 3 days ago has had a number of responses from people who don’t know you but do care enough to message. Take care and is sending you a smiling meme.

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