Possible Melanoma - Freaking out!

[jordieggg]

I've had these two spots on the bottom of my foot for a while now, and never thought anything of them. I've never had my body checked my a dermatologist, even though I have a lot of freckles, which is SO dumb. But I'm 20, so I wasn't thinking of it.

I moved to Japan for a semester to study, and had a mild breakdown about the moles being cancerous when checking online, which my parents told me was ridiculous. I sent pictures to my friends, who assured me they looked fine - but the spots look JUST like acral lentiginous melanoma. So, after that I tried to forget about it. My parents said we would check when I got home.

I ended up going to a dermatologist in Japan, who said the marks on my foot were probably fine (Japan has a very low rate of aural lentiginous melanoma) but removed a mole on my back that came back as negative.


Then, I started to have these very strange chest pains. I went to the doctor in Japan about them multiple times, had cardiac and bloodwork done, and nothing was explained. I’m now having really severe bone pain in my arm and chest and legs. I had x-rays done that show nothing, but that doesn’t mean much. Then, I noticed the lymph nodes under my armpit are swollen, and that I have two big lymph node lumps in my groin. I can feel them in my tummy, too, basically my whole body. I’m also noticing a lot of new freckles and spots, including inside my mouth and in places where the sun doesn’t hit on my legs and shoulders. I know this sounds crazy, but I had my host mom and an ER doctor feel the lymph nodes as well, and they agreed they felt them and it was odd. 

My parents and friends encouraged me to stop going to the doctor, but I’m freaking out. They think I’m crazy, but I’m really certain this is late-stage something. 



My question is, I guess, has anyone ever caught melanoma this late before? Everyone I read about had a mole removed, and then it came back later to be stage IV. I’ve never even had anything removed. I know it’s not curable, but is there anything doctors can do if it’s this widespread? At all? I would be cool with just living even a few more months - I know Bob Marley lived 8 months after being diagnosed with a lot of mets. Does anyone know about any cancers being caught this late in a young person? I can’t find anything, except about lung cancer.



I’m leaving Japan in a week, but I’m going to see a doctor on Friday to get my lymph nodes biopsied, which feels a little pointless due to the timing. My parents are assuring me it’s fine, which makes me feel guilty because this obviously won’t be. I'm scared, and I'm also just in a lot of physical pain.

[VivaciousMo]

Hi there, sorry you are going through the stress of wondering if something is wrong while being away from home. I was very sick while abroad in China and so I know it's tough. I think it's very smart that you are taking steps to figure out what's going on. I would just try not to self-diagnose and just get some answers from the biopsies and have scans done. There are many treatments available nowdays and people with multiple mets have received treatment and gone on to be "no evidence of disease" so try to not to freak out too much right now. Focus on getting home safely and getting the medical attention you need. Sometimes when we are under a lot of stress our bodies can do strange things, so don't automatically assume it's melanoma. Wishing for the best for you. Stay positive and know there is so much that can be done no matter what your results say! Moriah