the fruits you are eating are mostly the ones highest in sugar and higher on the glycemic index and blending them will make them spike your blood glucose levels even higher. If you are adding veggies though, I suppose this is better than nothing and will reduce the spikes on your blood sugar lol.
Is there no veg you can eat? Have you tried eating things like carrot and sugar snap peas raw? I hate cooked veg, as does my daughter, but we both love them raw and these two are a little sweeter when raw. We even like raw turnip and raw broccoli lol!
What about salad items like cucumber/tomatoes/red peppers - red peppers are lovely and sweet.
Maybe do what I do with my daughter and force yourself to try them at least three times on different occasions. Never fails - always likes them after the third go - well aprt from onions lol