At the moment I feel like everything is going wrong and I hate it, obviously. I have always been a positive person but nothing is cheering me up right now and I just need to vent, so I apologise in advance.
I was diagnosed over a month ago with Graves' Disease and have had 1-2 blood tests per week since. It would appear that my body doesn't like Carbimazole (or vice versa) because it keeps lowering my WBC count, I stopped taking it at the weekend because I felt quite ill. Since then I have felt much better, so I have tried ringing my Endo to explain that I have stopped taking the Carbimazole and am awaiting another set of blood test results. However, I keep reaching his secretary's voicemail and I'm getting sick of hearing her voice, I really feel like I'm being cared for!!
On top of all of this, it just so happens that due to an error made by HMRC, I have been informed that I have underpaid on my taxes for last year and now owe nearly £2,000 in unpaid tax which I can't do anything about it.
I know I just have to keep strong but I feel fed up, if it's not one thing it's another. I don't think my partner has any understanding of how I am feeling, he can be a bit of a hypochondriac so any time I tell him how I feel, he feels the same. It's just getting me down because I don't know what is going to happen next and I feel like I have no-one to talk to.
I'm sorry for going on the rant, I just needed to vent to others who understand what I am feeling. It's nice to know I am not alone.