while laying in bed today and recoverin gfrom the nasty horrid bug of sickness and DIA'. this is my 5 day and still weak--- made me think-- i am not old yet but i have aged as if i have been sitting under an enchanted tree overnight and aged 100 years in half an hour! the skin is hanging on my arms, my neck looks like like that space creature who got down to earth by mistake cant remeber his name--- yeah memory gon etoo-- the muscles in my face are going down south- my hair is going what a pretty sight!!!!!! i have been trying to eat as healthy as possible over the years and wonder whether it i s worth it--- no fruit- 'fructose 'cos its bad for you'- no white bread cos 'its bad for you' no 'sugar' cos its bad for you, no yougurt cos 'its bad for you' no white stuff ie rice flour biscuits cakes ' all bad for you'-- well it is NOT doing PAUL HOLLYWOOD BAD IS IT? or mary berry for that matter and she s in her 80's---- no deep fried food 'cos its bad for you'--- no jam marmalade cream, etc----- well i am ill and have been ill for the last 15 years but the worst ever the last 7 years--- maybe i will now buy some chocolate, fruit pie, biscuits, scones with afternoon tea and jam and cream scones, make apple pie, buy crusty white bread, and enjoy better health. maybe i will phone Paul Hollywood and have a bun with him.!!!!!!!!!!!!!