All I want is some lemonade, some apple, grape, orange, or cranberry juice, or a slushee. Or some chocolate milk or some strawberry milk. Some ginger ale or some sprite. When I’m sick I usually eat some crackers with some ginger ale or some juice. This time around I can’t have anything.
I’ve been watching videos of people drinking juices and smoothies because I’m so desperate. I’m so sad. All I can think about is drinks and what will calm my legs and arms down enough that I can test the waters without being so afraid and so I can have a tiny piece of my life back. I never realized how big of a deal having all of these drinks was. There must be a reason that my legs just started up again after 3 years of nothing. I just don’t understand.