1.5 yrs since anticcp @ >250 and I hurt...everywhere tonight..... today....yesterday.
What did I eat? What did I do? Is milk hurting my joints? I had broccoli yesterday, could that be why I hurt today? I'm taking omega 3, maybe green tea?
I bought Probiotics, will it work?........ I sat all day at work, maybe if I walked more? I need to lose weight like my husband insists, then I wont have pain! What if I go vegetarian? Paleo? Stop nightshade plants? Should I tell people how much I stinking hurt some days? Should I suck it up? Can I handle this? Am I handling this? Why aren't I handling this? I am handling it. I am not.
I can't today....ask me tomorrow.
I'm scared it's going to get worse. It will get worse.
I am not ready for medz............I can't be. I'm scared of rheum appt that I can't afford.
What if I don't have RA after all.
What if I do?
What will I do?