not sure weather I'm meant to write post or tag on to replies, but anyway ill do both!
Your advice and support is so great!! Thank you...
Day FIVE!!! It's been HELL!! I wish I could blame my erratic eruptions on my female age but unfortunately went through that 10 yrs ago!!
I'm finding I have a constant nag in my solar plexus . I burst in to tears at the drop of a hat. My patience has gone walkabout. I truly am finding this a journey of soul searching... The things I would let ride pre-quit, the running around to make others happy so as not to rock the boat have full on stared me in the face. I've explained how I'm not smoking and need space and time, but end up being thrown a guilt trip!!! I'm in shock... My young son begged me not to buy cigs yesterday so I didn't. I am going to read Alan Carr and the road less travelled again... My mind is so confused. Want to stop being sad but I guess I gotta roll with it for a while yet! I have smiled and felt free momentarily and I AM sleeping now so that's good. Thanks for letting me rant!! It helps.. But sooo wanna punch this rock in my stomach!!! Today though has been better so I must be thankful.... I know this as I found myself cleaning the glass of the oven and the cupboard handles. My rock is still there/here with me but if I can ignore it for a while it goes away for a while....hopefully these little whiles will become longer and the visiting rock will sod off!!