Always Look on the Bright Side of Life 
Rite JMC, sooooooo, you've had a blip !! its not the end of the world pal, like the gals have said I myself have had a few blips tooooooo 
Like Emjay says, you pick yourself up, sit yourself down and have a little talk to yourself !!
Why did this happen ?
What triggered it ?
What do you like about smoking ?
Why do you want to quit ?
Do you really want to quit ?
By the sounds of it, you just had toooooooo much drink pal 
then mr nic jumped in while you were at your weakest and did his dirty deed
I will tell you from experience, that mr nic is very versatile, he will strike at any time, anywhere, in any situation, if he thinks he can get you back on his side, he WILL strike and hard
Like kaprin says, fags and drink are Brothers, they go hand in hand
I Know your weak spot is drink !! the same as me When I go out for a drink, I set myself a time limit !!
or a drink limit, cos I know myself, if I have more than 4 pints a lager, I'm anybodies 
including mr nics !! But I'm a lot older than you, cos i could drink a lot more when I was younger, so just try to set a target yourself eh
Dont worry about what others think, YOUR No 1 YOU want your body and mind BACK so flippin FIGHT for it pal RITE
PS, I thank you for not using the F word on this lovely site and WHEN you are ready to start your quit again, I will be here for you with everybody else on this site any questions you have, then, fire away J
