Thank you for inviting me. It seems the more my brain heals the more I remember. Hence the worse my PTSD becomes. At the moment I am on emergency by doctor to get help. It starts next week. If tried before but gave up after 2 goes cause it's just to traumatic to talk about now. I also have bi polar. I don't know if this is also triggered or if the PTSD is that bad. Doctor said she has never seen me like this so had a phone call same day from helpers in PTSD. It's so bad the doctor doesn't know what to do. How often do the bad bowts last and how often do they come.