You know when at a certain time of every year when you are feeling down, confused, apprehensive and that something is just wrong?
You cannot put your finger on it and more often you arent consciously aware that something doesn't feel right?
Then after a week or two you will see something that will remind you of a date. THE date.
The day when your accident / event happened that changed your life for ever.
I have always had a feeling that in some psychological or almost genetic way that the date is imprinted on me.
How about you?
When I realised this date significance, the bad feelings dissipated around that time of year because I consciously remember and I am aware.