My darling little granddaughter was burnt due to me putting a thermos flask of very hot water on her buggy. Waitrose cafe handed me the flask which had the cap screwed on and she put this into a jug and screwed the top on this too. So it was a doubly sealed
unit. Or I thought it was........... I couldn't push the heavy buggy and carry the unit so without thinking I put it on the buggy duvet and started walking towards our table. What happened next will haunt me forever. The baby started to scream like I've never heard anyone scream before. I pulled her out, her little tights were soaking wet, I pulled these off and horror horror horror. My god her inner thigh was so red and burnt. Paramedics came, then A&E, then the burns unit. She needed a skin graft bless her. I kept pleading for news of how she was but I was never told a thing. My daughter has told me I will never see my granddaughter again, I love that baby so much, my daughter has called me an evil woman and told me she hates me so much. It's been 5 months now and I still hear the scream and replay that time over and over in my mind. She told me I'd never see her first tooth or feel her chubby arms around my neck. She said the baby's her whole world ""and you're out of it so bye mum". I've had to relocate. I am needing
Psychiatric help due to feeling as if I'm caught in a time warp. Nothing feels real. I feel I'm on auto-pilot. I live in the past. I wish I was dead but too scared to do anything. The screams go on and on, me pulling the baby out of her buggy and seeing the wet tights I see all that ALL THE TIME .