Off on Monday for a weeks walking in west wales with my lovely sister in law. Four months since last respite, looking after Harry for three days did'nt count! Mixed feelings again, sadness,fear and incredible loneliness.
We have the same guy living in, I know I am fortunate and desperately need a break but feel I have lost the ability to be truly happy ever again without him being able to enjoy these things with me.
Enough Julie, lots to do before Monday, freezer meals,med list, emergency numbers,clothes sorted ....................
See you on the other side