Just had the barber in to cut dad's hair, I watched whilst dad actually sat up well in bed and his hair slowly disappeared, my heart broke and the tears flowed as I looked and thought my dear dad is literally disappearing before my eyes! He suddenly looked so little and so so frail, I had to walked away and cried like a baby! I'm still crying, dinner in the bin (although I'm bloody hungry, missed lunch too) Our beautiful carers noticed my tears and told me I gotta be strong, well why have I? What have I or mum or you gotta to be strong when we don't feel like it? Fxxx all positive comes from Psp just upset, tears and pure hell! I want this to all end, I want to run away (and take mum with me) but I can't! I want us ALL to be free of this bloody evil Illness and for us ALL to live a happy and fun filled life! Whom I'm kidding, this is gonna just drag on and on and on?! X
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