Dear all, just need a massive scream, I've had a shit day!! Got up n glammed up for a no ce afternoon out (respite) but after getting ready, mum says she doesn't want to do anything, thx u very much! So I potter off to sainsburys and marks for food shopping, not got the inclatination for anything else! Come back, put everything away, brother turns up with his family, none of whom I talk too! Carer that is doing respite gets banished to the front room, (I feel bad bout that) I moan to her n cry! I'm making a dinner for mum n me, why am I am bothering?? Too angry to eat! Dad is probably very happy to see his useless son, so suppose that's a plus? I want to scream to the world, F off but of course I won't, so instead, my best bet, is to call out to my beautiful friends on here (whom I couldn't manage without) and just moan away! So about to chuck dinner in the bin, what a bloody waste of time, energy n money n just sit n cry! I tried this morning to be positive and as you can see it's all gone horribly wrong!
Wishing you all a happy bank holiday n praying yours is better than mine!! X