Ok now I feel like I'm going truly mental
I had an appointment with Dads GP today to finalise the advanced care plan.....but Dad cannot be definite on some answers ie DRO and the PEG and refusing medication
In the meantime I'm gonna try n do the LPA online
I had to cancel my counsellor today and it coincided with the GP, thank you very much! I really needed that appointment as had to cancel last week too!
I know I'm being selfish saying that but all I do is put everyone before me and quite frankly I'm sick of it!! How bloody nasty am I when I watch my Dad in a beyond awful state unable to do anything!!
All I want is everything in place to avoid any extra unnecessary stress for my Dad but I'm thinking Sod it, not my problem! All though of course it will be should these things be required!!
Anyway just a lovely early morning rant! Another day where I feel totally sad again and sit here and cry!! Fabulous not!!
Sorry everyone, I truly wish you all have a better day without tears or stress! Big wish I know!