I become easily overwhelmed. Too much information given to me at once, more often than not, causes a short circuit in my brain and the anxiety takes over and all request are lost in the fog. Ask me to get directions and I will gladly do so, might even Google the map for you, but then the rest is up to you. I will not be able to guide you to our destination and no amount of "where are we, or where is it"?, will prompt any response other than a blank stare. And when you push me with,"read the stupid map", you will must likely get the "Ëvil Eye". I have a very short attention span, and without my date book, which I consult many times throughout the day, I would forever be missing important dates and appointments. I am so easily distracted. Is this a Parkinson's trait or is it related to my kidney failure and the morphine toxicity in my body that caused this brain fog? I don't really know, and at this point I don't care. I think you should understand and accept that I am not the girl I used to be. The days of finishing the NY times Crossword puzzle in ink in15 minutes are over. I can no longer read a book, and all those witty and funny remarks that used to roll so easily off the tongue lie dormant. I'm just not the same girl I was yesterday, stop pretending that I am! All those years of walking 3 miles a day, reading food labels and eating light don't matter at all now. I've gained 60 pinds, my skin looks a little dusty and those great gams of mine, strong and shapely, no longer turn heads, or bring whistles and cat calls. They are swollen and bumpy and the muscles are hard as rocks. I am not the girl I once was. I think you should give me a fucking break and embrace the woman I am with each new day! I would not wish my health problems on any one else, but if you could just live in my body for a day or two I promise we will never, ever have this conversation again.