It's been a while sine I put pen to paper
To express how I feel and share that little part of me
To tell you about the good days and the not so too
To recall those times and be thankful for a rock
A metaphor maybe but a rock for sure
Once it was a way to hide from a past that hadn’t passed
Uninvited they appeared from time to time
Unforgotten, there was no little box
There was no escape or place to seemingly hide
They would come and go, as they saw fit
More often in dark places or when I slept at night
Shadows to remind of all you wanted to forget
Memories dressed as nightmares or is it vivid dreams
But yet why can’t I recall what I want to?
I don't scribe much now for the ink it can't be read
More often found on the bottom of my hand,
Than left untouched on its paper intended
Apart from the poor grammar I know just what you’re thinking,
Why not simply try a quick drying pen?
As I hope you would expect and credit me some
But believe it or not I have tried those before
Yes my hand remains clean, so it good new there
But oh crap my handwriting is still exactly that
Where to from here, Urm I'm just waffling on
We’re certainly not finished, as I actually have something to say
It’s on the tip of my tongue you wait and see
And not unlike walking from A to B
It can sometime take a while to reach that point
For now it's the keyboard I want to talk about
A best friend, well closer than the pen it would seem to me
We’ve been together many years now,
More than I care to remember or can, come to think of it
Over this time I've watched as your shape changed,
And you gained a few keys,
But you have always been perfectly QWERTY and waiting for me
You responded to my every touch as my fingers gently pressed your buttons beneath.
Yes Its true I found them more often than not, and knew exactly just when to stop
Touch typing well perhaps not but as a guy I was pretty hot
With a dot it would end and a comma we would pause
No more space was needed it was just about right
Unless instructed by the touch of a finger,
You didn’t go back on what I had said
Pushed firmly, but just hard enough I knew exactly just when to stop
I would touch your back button and you would do exactly that
Sorry let me rephrase as not to confuse
I realise I’m talking crap again, and don’t want to dribble
But its important to me to that I make myself clear
I was referring to the backspace or delete button you see
Which when touched, would take away the last letter we added
Now it has changed, how it has changed
I want to blame you and say, you no longer respond
But I know it’s not true, it’s me that’s to blame
For you see I have a problem or so I have been told
My fingers are sometime stiff and my hands no longer glide
Instead I stare at your QWERTY until my body decides,
That it knows just what to do and which button is intended to meet this digit of mine
Straight forward you would think but gone is the stop
You know the one I used to know.
Instead I can be clumsy and clunky
And often miss the intended key
Or even press it several times you see
So now I have a new best friend and it’s coming back to me
Delete, backspace or just plain old back
What ever you call it I hope your button works as Intended
I’m on a role, dipping in and out there are so many places I could go
Buttons that work or sadly don’t we could continue with Dysfunction
But no wait, I’m not up for that now!
So In true British fashion, moving quickly on and staying with communication
I thought about speech to text and how that might help
Now the pen is so 80’s and the keyboard should be so 90’s
Sat there and ready to go a voice says tell me, just what you would like me to write.
I have played with them and tried them
Downloaded them and deleted them
Even got very heated with them
For their part they have teased me
And certainly failed to please me
Accents and dialects I’m told they’re getting better
But throw in a stutter and the occasional slur
Mix in a mumble and its outcome isn’t very humble
With a screen full of crap it seems we’ve gone full circle
And you’ll soon be reaching for that back button again.
This could go on for some time so best revisit when I can share a few thoughts, until then i hope you can find a smile and hope people can help support us also.