Plain and simple. Tried: ambien cr, lorazepam, guided meditation, reading, counting backwards from 300, listing tomorrow's activities to let them go, body scanning, snuggling with hubby, therapy sessions, consults with neurologist and psychiatrist, CPap, church, sweet nagging and reasoning from my husband
My only conscious reason is that I don't want tomorrow to start. 2 months ago I went on permanent disability and I miss being able to work. Soon my income will be cut by 2/3 and our health insurance may be changed to medicare.
I need to sleep - currently 5 hours is a luxury