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Is anyone fighting with depression lately? My mood swings are totally up and down like a yo-yo. My belief In God is really shaky.. not sure if talking about God is accepted, but there are some of us who really needs to know and talk. Please don’t jump on me with all negative thoughts.. I’m just asking

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I keep pushing back on the depression. When doctors ask, I say I am not depressed. Now is not the time. Many years ago I was depressed to the point of having a nervous breakdown. So I have a personal knowledge of depression.

God? Yes you can talk of God. Just like PD, medicines, supplements and vitamins effects us all differently. All give us hope.

When we are born, we are in hell. When we die, we go to paradise.

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People including relatives really don’t understand, so I try not to say too much.. I do see the rolling eyes and changing of subject. When I get excited, agitated or nervous in places, situations the tremors, the shuffling, speech really get bad. People say it’s ok, we understand. lol

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ddmagee1 in reply to 12Maxwell3

I’m so sorry that you have to go through that humiliation, 12Maxwell3! My tremors, speech and shuffling act up too, when I get really upset, and I know people do not understand! Just know that there are those, here in this forum, that you can turn to, when you need understanding and support! We understand!

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12Maxwell3 in reply to ddmagee1

Thank you so much! Do you get real embarrassed when you go somewhere with the tremors, speech and shuffling? I sure do.. I know there’s nothing I can do about it, but it’s always there

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ddmagee1 in reply to 12Maxwell3

Sinemet helps with tremors and I try not to do a lot of talking and walking around-any more than I have to, if I’m going to a social event. I have to watch my timing with the medicine, because when it starts wearing off, the resting tremor becomes quite noticeable and I start stiffening up, so timing is everything. Before I was put on medicine, I was terribly embarrassed at times, especially the tremors!

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faridaro

The first thing I would look at is B vitamin deficiency, unless you are supplementing already. And even then, it would be good to see if your B formula contains bioavailable compounds like methylfolate vs. folic acid, P5P (B6) vs. pyridoxine HCl, and most important methylcobalamin (B12) vs. cyanocobalamin.

mayoclinic.org/diseases-con...

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Enidah

I started Lexapro four months after I was diagnosed. I never had depression or anxiety until I got Parkinson's but it was definitely one of the first symptoms. It's all very understandable as dopamine is that ever hopeful rosy glow let's go do it, chemical in our brains. It gets people to climb mountains. I do fine as long as I'm busy and involved with people. But when I'm home it is a constant mindful effort to stay on top of the depression and anxiety. I find this sad because I have always loved being home just puttering or reading. But, there you go. Part of what we deal with.

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karlschmo in reply to Enidah

Hi Enidah - I'm considering Lexipro for my depression. I'm on low dose C/L right now and am reluctant to add another brain drug to the mix. Would love to hear what your experience been like.

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Enidah in reply to karlschmo

I didn't feel any different, as in, I felt and do feel completely like myself. It just took the edge off the anxiety and depression so that I am more functional and everything is easier. Wellbutrin is another one that is considered good for people with Parkinson's. Don't be afraid of these meds. If they don't help, you can try something else. I know it's scary. This whole road is scary. I usually don't start something until I'm so miserable that I figure I won't be any more miserable with the new med, so far it's worked out fine. Good luck!

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karlschmo in reply to Enidah

Thanks for the thoughtful response Enidah, that helps. Like you I'm looking to take the edge of the depression and anxiety and maybe boost my motivation as a result. I'm glad it's worked well for you.

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aspergerian

The google search "coeruleus depression ncbi" (without the quotes)

will present studies in Pubmed. For instance:

Reduced

signal of locus ceruleus in depression in quantitative

neuromelanin magnetic resonance imaging.

Neuroreport 2007

Mar 26;18(5):415-8.

ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/174...

The locus coeruleus is adversely affected in PD, eg:

Neuronal

loss is greater in the locus coeruleus than nucleus basalis and

substantia nigra in Alzheimer and Parkinson diseases.

Arch Neurol

2003 Mar;60(3):337-41.

jamanetwork.com/journals/ja...

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aspergerian

Might nortriptyline be helpful?

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nortr...

Nortriptyline, sold under the brand names Allegron, Aventyl, Noritren,

Nortrilen, and Pamelor among others, is a tricyclic antidepressant (TCA)

used to treat clinical depression. Another licensed use for it is in

the treatment of childhood bedwetting. Off-label uses include chronic

pain and migraine and labile affect in some neurological disorders.[2]

Chemically, it is a secondary amine dibenzocycloheptene and

pharmacologically it is classed as a second-generation TCA.

Nortriptyline has less anticholinergic (like dry mouth, constipation,

blurred vision, etc.), antihistamine (like sedation and possibly weight

gain), antiadrenergic (like a drop in blood pressure upon standing up),

and cardiotoxic (heart-toxic, namely the capacity of these drugs to

interfere with normal heart rhythm) effects than the older

first-generation TCAs.

Nortriptyline is the major active metabolite of amitriptyline, a

first-generation TCA. It is the N-desmethyl metabolite of amitriptyline.

Like amitriptyline it works by inhibiting the reuptake of serotonin and

norepinephrine into the synapse, thereby enhancing signalling via these

neurotransmitters. It preferentially inhibits the reuptake of

norepinephrine over serotonin, which is the opposite to

amitriptyline.[2]

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ddmagee1 in reply to aspergerian

I asked my doc about nortriptyline, but he told me that it was not for me. But that’s just me. Everybody is different.

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jeeves19 in reply to aspergerian

The trouble with the tricyclics is that whilst they may impede PD they also pave the way for dementia. Caught between the devil and the sea eh?🙂

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Xenos in reply to jeeves19

" ... is that whilst they may impede PD they also pave the way for dementia."

Any reference ?

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jeeves19 in reply to Xenos

Not whilst I'm sitting in a car armed only with a little phone! The scare came mostly with amitryptaline which I took for years to help me sleep. The study was on older patients but a brain is still a brain eh? From what I recall, trycylics interupt acetycholine which is a key neurotransmitter . Just Google tricyclics and dementia?

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aspergerian in reply to jeeves19

jeeves19,

The link between tricyclics and dementia is well documented. Thank

you for pointing out the connection. Here are some references.

Cumulative

use of strong anticholinergics and incident dementia: a

prospective cohort study.

JAMA Intern Med

2015 Mar;175(3):401-7.

ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articl...

Association

Between Anticholinergic Medication Use and Cognition, Brain

Metabolism, and Brain Atrophy in Cognitively Normal Older Adults.

JAMA Neurol 2016

Jun 1;73(6):721-32.

ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articl...

Associations

between Anticholinergic Burden and Adverse Health Outcomes in

Parkinson Disease.

PLoS One 2016 Mar

3;11(3):e0150621.

ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articl...

Anticholinergic

drugs and functional, cognitive impairment and behavioral

disturbances in patients from a memory clinic with subjective

cognitive decline or neurocognitive disorders.

Alzheimers

Res Ther 2017 Aug 1;9(1):58.

ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articl...

Risk analysis

of use of different classes of antidepressants on subsequent

dementia: A nationwide cohort study in Taiwan.

PLoS One 2017 Apr

6;12(4):e0175187.

ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articl...

"Nortriptyline and desipramine appear to have better tolerated side

effects than other tricyclic antidepressants do."

mayoclinic.org/diseases-con...

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ddmagee1

Yes, depression is, oftentimes, a part of what happens with neuro-degeneration in PD. It can be a real struggle. Believing in God and accepting Christ as one’s savior is definitely helpful, because, when praying for help and dealing with this tough, incurable ailment, it brings the question of why one is chosen to have and to deal with this so-called “dreaded disease”! It takes somebody with a very strong foundation of faith and belief, to cope with the ups and downs of debilitating disease. I would recommend seeing the movie “Do You Believe”. It was in theaters in the USA and Canada, and is now on DVD. This movie gives a modern day, realistic, view of what it means to believe in God, in the Cross, and in Christ as one’s Savior. Personally, believing and prayer has seen me through some very tough times. Several years ago, I had a bad case of severe acute pancreatitis, where the infection was about to turn septic. The doctor’s told my wife that I was close to dying. Through much prayer, and believing, and several operations, and weeks in intensive care, I pulled through. It was tough, though. I never gave up, and I never wavered in my belief in God. Now that I have been diagnosed with Ataxia and Parkinson’s Disease, I am not about to give up. Even though depression wants to creep in, my faith sustains me, and I have hope that

I will not give in to depression and the perils of living with Ataxia and PD. You should be able to discuss your illness and your faith in this forum, knowing that you will be supported, not criticized.

Dear Maxwell,

‘He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds’

Keep faith my friend.

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12Maxwell3 in reply to

Thank you so much! I wish I could read the Bible, but my focus and comprehension isn’t there right now. My Faith is just not there, and I can’t pray. Someone told me that if I can’t pray the Holy Spirit will pray for me. Have you heard of this?

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Dear Maxwell,

Yes, I have heard of the Holy Spirit helping with prayer.

Sermon Audio.com is really good, you can look up topics, there are sermons on depression, just listen :)

God be with you

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Thank you so much

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Serenity_finaly-1 in reply to 12Maxwell3

Man do I hear you. My prayer life and reading life is in the toilet right now. I would have to say that 90% of my information gathering is through video. It is a lot harder to get things wrong that way.

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12Maxwell3 in reply to Serenity_finaly-1

I guess I am still in shock even after 6 mo. I’m trying to do all I can.. physical therapy, walking, and horse therapy and will continue to do this, but my spiritual outlook is gone. People say it will get better or pray and just don’t understand, I never did either.

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Josephsimon in reply to 12Maxwell3

Yes, Maxwell, I have heard of this. Please hang on to your faith! In the mean time, I will be praying FOR you! My husband has PD and praying has helped me immensely! I will also ask my Prayer Warrior friend,

Ms. Wilda,to pray for You .

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12Maxwell3 in reply to Josephsimon

Thank you.. it feels like my stomach is just churning with anger. Do you want to know what’s funny? I don’t really know why.

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Josephsimon in reply to 12Maxwell3

Only God knows why! You MUST trust Him and thank Him even in your anger! Remember, I'm praying for you! "All will be well!"

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Serenity_finaly-1 in reply to 12Maxwell3

Read Romans . Just wanted to answer the question.

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NRyan

Parkinson's is caused by inflammation of the brain (went to another workshop yesterday) and when I changed my diet to anti-inflammatory.....almost all of my anxiety and fatigue (what most think is depression) has gone. I am actively working on eliminating negative thoughts (part of PD) which also contributes to depression/agitation/anxiety/worry. I was diagnosed with "depression" for 10 years by my general practitioner. I told him repeatedly I didn't feel depressed, just waking in the middle of the night and experiencing significant fatigue. He tried every time to give me anti-depressants. I never accepted them as I knew it wasn't depression....although it looked somewhat like it. Look into changing your diet....it has worked wonders for me. I take it one day at a time and do the best I can each day. I take the Buddhist point of spirituality, but keeping the faith....even in yourself, is vital.

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12Maxwell3 in reply to NRyan

Can you share you’re eating and diet?

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rebtar

I've taken antidepressants for a long time and they saved my life and made life so much better. I resisted for a long time, until a smart doc told me that the stress on my system from the depression and anxiety was much more harmful than the med would be. living with depression over time establishes those neural pathways and it becomes more intractable. I don't stop looking for other solutions, but I won't put up with being chronically depressed again, if I can help it.

Do you know who else had a time of doubt, the most righteous man to have ever lived according to Jesus, John the Baptist. A man who was anointed with the Holy Spirit while still in the womb. A man that as a fetus jumped inside his mom at the presence of his 6 month younger savior. A man forsaking all the comforts of the time to become a voice in the wilderness. He had a lapse of faith too during a very dark time. It will happen to the best of us. If this is to be discussed here or in private just let me know, but if this starts a new thread I am gone.

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Harleybob08

You are not alone, I "just happened" to be watching this today. :-)

m.youtube.com/watch?v=ziocB...

The kicker is near the end.

God Bless.

FIRST- I went on sertraline for anxiety and each time I increased my dose, my thinking became clearer. More lucid.

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Josephsimon in reply to Serenity_finaly-1

I love sertraline! It saved my life!!!

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Poss

Go ahead, talk about God, No one is going to judge your faith, I know it is so difficult to accept losing bits of yourself, your abilities, your sense of self and your old life. In a way, it's like mourning: you're mourning for what you have lost. Gradually acceptance returns and you try and begin to live with this new normal. Go and enrol in a group therapy class; they help to habituate yourself to the new normal. You gotta go out and do something if only to movr arpind. Eee gads, my ketboard typing really goes down the sinkhole when I'm tired. But at least you know that you are not alione in this world....

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