How does one keep his or her sanity in the face of illness? My husband and I are both losing it at the same time. I am especially saddened at the death of my teacher friend who along with me was poisoned when we breathed in herbicide for a day and a half in our classrooms along with our students. She got sick a short time after I did, she with ovarian cancer and me with triple negative breast cancer along with parkinson's. I believe it's no coincidence. And now this disease is destroying my life, my marriage, my family, and my faith. How does one cope?