I met him in a spa, he being 77 year old succesful business with obvious symptoms of PD, me being 44 year old single woman. From the begining on he seemed very busy, but I admired his courage, his self-confidence and I fell madly in love with him. Since we are 400 km away (different countries) I thought this would be the end. But he made all the effort to get me and visit me with his car in my country. He loves his expensive sports cars. He´s always been inconsistent with me which made me suffer a lot. Once he told me he needed me so much, the other time he was unavailable. I tried to help him with all I could, but many time he rejected my help and even called me zombie. I enjoyed sex with him, but right now I am begining to question myself if it wasn´t only sex for him. After 5 months of dating, there was his last call. He was so nice saying how much he needed me (note twice divorced with four kids different age from 20 to 51). Since then I haven´t heard from him anymore. I called once but my call remain unanswered and I DO know he hasn´t passed away. My question is: does anybody know how this disease affects the feeling of love? Is it possible that he left me simply because he stopped me loving (still now he is running his firm) or there might be something that this disease is doing to him. I was very tolerant of his inappropriate behaviour only because of PD, but right now I´ve deceided to treat him in a usual way. He doesn´t call and I won´t call him either.It´s two months of no contact but I still miss him so much. And the worst thing is that he is the greatest love of mine and the only so far with this horrible disease - so I really don´t know how to react. Sometimes I believe that he firmly believed that I was with him only because he was rich and he wanted only to play with me, but my intuition tells me that is is aware of my love but simply don´t care for me if even. The basic problem here for me is his PD - I don´t know how to behave since this is not a usual situation (age difference and disease and different country).I hope you got my point. In a normal situation I would live him alone for ever with the motto: he´s just not that much into you, but in this case, so many questions appear. What if he broke contact because he didn´t want me to bring me trouble and removed himself to test my love.There is one thing noteworthy - he appeared to me over time very selfish, self-absorbed businessman, where business comes first. He was never late for his business meeting but very unpredictable when it came to us. Can somebody help me?