Just sat here contemplating after another night of no sleep thanks to my wonderful back 🤔, and I realised that all through this Covid out break not one of my friends have contacted me to see how I’m doing not even my best friend. Before anyone says we’ll have you contacted them..... many no, for the simple fact it’s always me asking how others are and not the other way round. Iv messages my best friend here n there but I have to send 2 or 3 to get a reply whereas we used to basically live in each other’s pockets we were more like sisters and have been through so much together. It’s like since I moved away from my home town ( 45 mins drive) no one can be bothered anymore which is quite sad and is in fact a real reflection of the friends I chose to keep, the ones who wanted someone to go out with every night! Since my healths deteriorated drastically and since I moved over a year and a half ago I literally hear from no one and it’s quite sad. Especially as iv been unable to make any friends around here as I’m not able to get out and do things like I used to. I say hi to the neighbours now and then and other than my partner that is the extent of my social interaction 🥴.
Wow went off on a tangent there lol.
It’s just so strange how when things happen in life you realise who was really your friend, and who just needed a drinking buddy 🤔