Ok I am feeling like I just want to scream today. Had a bad day yesterday but a far worse one today. I took T3's yesterday and some morphine today. T3's did virtually nothing and the morphine helped a little. Because the doctor that I was seeing at the Pain Clinic has left with no warning I am left having to go see someone else now. I am nervous about it because I had really connected with the old one. After the epidural on the 12th of April I was told to phone in 2 to 3 weeks to let them know how I was doing. So I guess I will have to phone them tomorrow and let them know how I am feeling. I had some relief for about a week or so but right now I am feeling awful. It has been a really rough weekend. I have no sick time left from work so I cannot afford to stay home. I wish British Columbia had some sort of disability for people who just need a little time off to recover. Not looking forward to phoning tomorrow. Sorry just really needed to sound off about what is happening right now.