What are the chances of server sciatica coming back!!!after I turned my op down!!!?????

Oh my goshhh!!!!its coming !!niggiling can feel it down to side my foot has now mild!!I thought the big chuck of disc that came out should of disoveled??????? Can't cope..was Kent to go back to Newcastle's Hosp.. In 3 month which would be end this month!!now end September!!! Omg!!on top of the rest,,,,,please any one been thought this with this disc excureded out!!come ing back I don't wanna feeeeelllllll ittttttt xxx