I have had a good week with my daughter its been good spending time with her.. The sad faces are because im peed off.. My leg pains have been murder,, And it has stopped me doing some of the things ive wanted to do this week.. I am in agony all the time i cant sleep because it wakes me up i cant walk when i get out of bed in the morning. I cant sit still because it hurts i cant move because it hurts,..... Im at my witts end. My doctor is making me feel like a nut job because he says i only had carboplatin on its own and this does not cause leg and feet pain. So by all accounts i must be imaganing the pain.. My partner doesnt understand. When i say im in pain he just rolls his eyes at me.. I swear this pain is real.. And i just want it to stop. Its constant now never lets up and im fed up... I know im pathetic im crying again as i write this and i know there are people out there worse off than me and for that i am sorry.. But i dont think i can cope with this pain much longer..