FED UP

Well everyone. Here I am in hospital again after 3 days of constant diahorrea . They are trying to find out the cause. So bored, even though I've got my iPad, book and hospital TV. Just don't want to be here😔 Finished my last chemo middle of August and was hoping for a few months off but it's looking extremely likely that I will be back on something shortly. So really fed up. My positivity seems to have run away at the moment. Trying hard to get it back. Anyway, moan over. Hope everyone is doing ok. 🌻🌻😘😘

[Lily-Anne]

Sending you a big 🤗 it’s rotten being in Hospital especially the food lol

Are they going to scan you?

LA xx

[Hidden in reply to Lily-Anne]

Hi Lily-Anne, luckily I haven't been allowed proper food until tonight . Just been on liquids . Had the hotpot which wasn't too bad however I think they must boil their broccoli for three days. I will be given another scan but hopefully as an outpatient if I can go home tomorrow . Take care 😘😘

[Katmal-UK]

Moan away Chris. I was gonna say that's c**p, but I won't! Do they have any idea what's causing it given you finished your last chemo in August? Feel for you I really do, I'd rather be at home any day of the week, in your own bed. Sending you a big hugxxx Kathy xxx

[Hidden in reply to Katmal-UK]

Oh Kathy, I love your posts always a little chuckle in there somewhere thank you so much . I think I may have picked up a bug but still waiting for a couple of results to come through . I will be scanned later but hopefully as an outpatient because I wanna go home 😖 Love Chris 😘😘

[Katmal-UK in reply to Hidden]

Hi Chris just seen yr reply! Have u been let out for good behaviour yet? Xx

[Hidden in reply to Katmal-UK]

Hi, yes came out on Friday and apart from feeling weak everything seems to have settled down. 😘😘😘

[Katmal-UK in reply to Hidden]

Great news!! xx

[chrissapam]

will come and see you if your still there Chris! let me know which hospital!!! love Chris xxx

[Hidden in reply to chrissapam]

Hi Chris. Thank you, what a lovely person you are. I am in Southampton general but the dr said I should be able to go home tomorrow. I have just had a liver function test and awaiting results from that. Will text you tomorrow and let you know. Hope you are not feeling too bad😘😘

[Janet235]

Your name came up yesterday as one of 3 'similar to me'. Sorry to hear you are having a torrid time in hospital...time goes so slowly. It's purgatory I know even though I was only in for a few days after surgery and one night for pleural effusion

Hope they sort you out quickly and get you onto another chemo regime that suits. I read your posts. This disease really sends you up and down the snakes and ladders trail as one lady so eruditely surmised.... so hope you find the next ladder soon ❤️ 🌈 🤹🏻‍♀️ 🌈 ⁉️ 🌈 🆙

Hugs from Janet x

[Hidden in reply to Janet235]

Thank you Janet , I will be searching for that ladder shortly . Big hugs to you too 😘😘

[Cropcrop]

Oh Chris, poor you. It’s rubbish being in hospital. I hope they are able to sort you out soon so you can go home. Big hugs and love ❤️Xx Jane

[Hidden in reply to Cropcrop]

Hi Jane , thank you for your reply . That's what I love about this site so much support from wonderful people unfortunately we never get to meet. Hope you're doing okay . 😘😘

[GoldenGourd]

Go for it and “moan” all you like Chris. You’ve every reason to. Hopefully you’ll get home soon. It’s sometimes just not possible to be positive and that’s fine. It too shall pass and then there will be good stuff in future days....

Take care

Netti x

[Hidden in reply to GoldenGourd]

Hi Netti, such wise words and I know they are true. This will pass and I will start the fight again . I hope you're doing ok. 😘😘

[January-2016-UK]

What a nightmare three days of diarrhoea must be. Hope the cause is found soon and you can go home. iPads and hospital tv, not to mention the food, just cannot compare with home!

[Hidden in reply to January-2016-UK]

Thank you, hoping to go home today xx

[Lyndy]

Hi Chris

I really hope you escape tomorrow....being in hospital sucks! You will feel better about everything once you have your own bed/food/loo! xxL

[Hidden in reply to Lyndy]

Hi Lundy, hopefully will be home today. Xx

[HogwartsDK]

Thinking of you Chris!

Hope you feel better soon!

Dx

[Hidden in reply to HogwartsDK]

Thank you 😘

[Jessfrogg]

So sorry you are feeling so bad. Well wishes lots of hugs and prayers sent your way. Hopefully they will get you fixed up and home where your more comfortable soon.

[Hidden in reply to Jessfrogg]

Thank you xxx

[Chezp]

When a good moan is needed go for it!

I really hope tomorrow is a better day

Hugs

🌻🌻

[Hidden in reply to Chezp]

Thank you 🌷🌷

[Katsmum]

Hi Chris

Sorry you are feeling so bad, it just drains all your energy coping with misbehaving bowels and being in hospital ! Here’s hoping you get out soon and back to your own home where I am sure you will feel much better and get that positivity back! Sending love and hugs

Jane xx

[Hidden in reply to Katsmum]

Hi Jane, thanks for reply. Hoping to go home today 😘😘🌻

[Solange]

So sorry you're stuck in hospital. What a shame. Let's hope you're quickly sorted out. Bad enough having diahorrea, without being there. You have a good old moan......... love, Solange 😊💐

[Hidden in reply to Solange]

Thank you. Hopefully home today, fingers crossed. Xxx

[Hidden]

Hi Chris kind thoughts winging their way to you, I hope the tummy is improving. It could be a bug so try not to worry yet, it is daunting thinking about further chemo but you do find you can do it when it starts, all the best

[Hidden]

Hi everyone , first of all thank you so much for all your replies it really does mean a lot when you're feeling down . It's like being wrapped in a big blanket of love and caring . Good news is I am now home . Came home on Friday . They seem to think I had a stomach bug but tests were inconclusive . Feeling a bit week but I am sure I will pick up in the next few days . I know things are going again but my lovely oncologist came to see me on the ward and told me she has managed to get hold of a drug called Niraparib for me . It's on its way and she will phone me when it arrives . We are hoping it will give me a bit of a break before I start my next chemo . I've tried to research it and it appears that good results have been had in the trials . So fingers crossed it will work for me because the longer between chemo sessions the better. Love and hugs to all you beautiful ladies 😘😘😘🌻🌻🌻