This is what i looked like when i was healthy and happy with family. I have deteriorated.I've lost more than 90 lbs and diagnosed with Adencarcinoma Cancer in my lower Esophogus and upper Stomach. I feel sick. i have a meeting with a surgeon June 8th for a Peg Tube placement. I can't swollow solid food with the inflamations. I have a liquid diet now. My 3 Pet Scans are all abnormal and getting worse. I am currently undergoing Chemotherapy using Oxaliplatia, Fluorouaril with Pre Meds of Bendedryl, Decadon and Pepsid. to help control nausea. it seems to last a few days and then i feel sick again. Some days my chest hurts in the Esophogus and upper Stomach area. I have a very bad soar throat. I feel nausea. I feel weak and don't have much energy to be active doing anything. I don't know what to do? Do you have any insight on this? So far Surgery has not been recommended. What i read and watch on You Tube with google.com would be devastating. I am located in Bay Shore, Long Island, NY USA using local facilities and medical services. Southside Hospital and Hematology Oncology Associates of Western Suffolk and Good Samaritan Hospital in West Islip NY. Stony Brook University Cancer Center located at the Medical Center. I wish there were Alternatives?