So upset,hurt, disappointed, disgusted, feeling ungrateful, let down by health professionals. Found out I was pregnant with my beautiful was so excited he was all I ever wanted and more so beautiful can remember that first cuddle like yesterday my precious baby boy who I love with all my heart... I've thought the thoughts I've let the thoughts be there and not acknowledge I've avoided knives I've exposed myself to knives for over a year I have tried all ways to get a little break from these thoughts but enough is enough now I cant do this no more I feel so guilty when he looks to me and teaches out and touches my face with the look of pure love and innocence in his eyes these thoughts are/have destroyed the thing I wanted so much savatarging my bond with my beautiful son... the thoughts are to often to strong to frequent to just get on with my life the only way he is safe is away from me 💔💔💔 god bless anyone who is suffering this, has to be the worst thing to ever happen to a mother in the world I just hope people are getting help strate away not told they need to wait two month before they can have meds assessment... I feel my babys life is on the line and they just don't get it
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