just wondering if you can actually ever feel the way we did before the demon r.a. reared its ugle evil head?? ive been hoping but lately ive lost all hope as every day is the same- the major swelling and major pain is gone- yet im still exhausted still tired and still sore anybody else loose all sex drive completely?? D: does that ever come back??? its been 11 months now and it seems totally not fair as its take so much from me already!!