Good morning everyone, Hugs to all who need it. Yesterday i went to see my consultant. Well it was interesting to say the least. Well it seems that my RA is steady,but it is the fibro and CFS is a different story. He has said that all he can do is control the pain. He can't do anything for the fatigue so all i have to do is pace. He has told me to take co-codamol every four hours and one tramadol as well. To say i was dumb struck is putting it mildly. He says the pain in my shoulder is caused by my walking stick,bearing in mind i have been using the stick for nearly six years without much trouble. He is getting me a lung ct scan and some ot on my hands at least something is being done. He said he can't do anything about the sweats that i get with the fibro. What he didn't say was that it was all in my head at least. To say i was stunned is a understatement. What i think he was saying is i am going to be in pain for the rest of my life and i will be unable to do anything without suffering. Is that a life. I am not a quitter,but boy i understand why people take their own life. I am lucky in that i have a lovely hubby taking care of me. He knows i wouldn't take my own life thank goodness. He is taking great care of me and he would me sooner sit here doing my adult colouring than push myself to do things. Now i have to accept that this is my life for the rest of my life,i don't know how i will come to accept this,but i will and i won't let this bugger beat me.
Have a lovely day you lovely supportive people.Thank you for listening to me moan.xxxxx
PS. this is my offering of my adult colouring. I hope you all like it.