WELL I'VE COMPLETED A WHOLE WEEK which has flown by, no climbing walls but quite a bit of craving at certain key moments like mornings and drinking coffee and breaktimes. The main entrance to the art school is a magnet for smokers and gives me a moment of nostalgia and longing for the camaraderie Have been a lot stressed with computers all week having to use software like photoshop and powerpoint. havnt got a clue. all the 20 somethings are way ahead of me and i'm falling behind which is getting me down, thoughts of smoking at these times come thick and fast and i just want to give in and run away. couldnt sleep last night worrying about it so took the morning off felt so rough. i'm going in later hoping to catch up. Finding it so hard to bond with my peer group its becoming quite a lonely isolating experience. maybe i could form a quit group !
7 days how good is that.