hello

[nsd_user663_60839]

sorry for the delays, i have been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mega busy.

Yep i had cheeky fags 22 days ago

Bit annoying, I dont know why I did it. I was on the way to seeing an old friend, and kaboom. I didnt even think about it!

Survived the whole holiday without smoking so its a real let down that something which is nothing happen D:

Guess I prepared all for the big stuff and forgot about the little stuff

damn u nicodemon!! D:

[nsd_user663_59644]

Just to say hi, and great your back on the journey to your quit. Many of us on the forum, have had a couple of blips, but at least you know you now don't want to smoke.

Good luck keep posting

[nsd_user663_60964]

Welcome back Princess!!

I thought you had vanished for good. It is lovely to see you again.

Sorry to hear about your stumble but as Tracey says, the main thing is that you'e back on the horse and galloping away in the direction of the smoke-free future.

We missed you

[nsd_user663_60839]

aw thanks Skiddy and Tracey

Yeah I tried to do everything completely different at the start of this quit. I went to my own rehab (booked a week off work and spent it with my scarey yet wonderful anti smoking mother)

I found that I have a super addictive personality and I took up online gambling, So then I had to ban myself from going on my computer at home :rolleyes:

even though I did win £750 woop woop! had to nip that habit in the bud before it got bad!

I can come on here at work because gambling sites are blocked

Its good to be back!

x

[nsd_user663_60839]

hi Debbeh and my noble Knight and Ms Tractor

Yes definately dont want to be replacing one habit for another!

we are going to kick butt today

[nsd_user663_59644]

aw thanks Skiddy and Tracey

Yeah I tried to do everything completely different at the start of this quit. I went to my own rehab (booked a week off work and spent it with my scarey yet wonderful anti smoking mother)

I found that I have a super addictive personality and I took up online gambling, So then I had to ban myself from going on my computer at home :rolleyes:

even though I did win £750 woop woop! had to nip that habit in the bud before it got bad!

I can come on here at work because gambling sites are blocked

Its good to be back!

x

Please please don't gamble, my oh has worked all his life regarding horse racing data, and I have seen for my self, people's marriages, kids, homes all break down due to the gamble...... Don't get me wrong don't have many perks in life but can go to any race meeting I wish, not that I want to but go sometimes with oh, just to please, we have a little flutter that's all, seen to much damage in 35 yrs he's worked for newspapers.

Sorry do not mean to offend, just so sad some times, when people blow money they can't afford.

[nsd_user663_60839]

Im not offended. I agree totally with you

I dont want to come off one boat and get on to another one

I want all those ships to sail XD

xx

[nsd_user663_60839]

day 24 now

Its weird how some of the earlier days I had no cravings at all. Ive had a few today but beat them by distracting myself.

I dont think this weather is helping- humid rainy and generally gloomy

bleh -.-

[nsd_user663_2681]

I know for no obvious reason you have good and bad days. Lets blame the weather. Lets go Spain just for the hell of it x

I'm coming! Just looked up flights £129 one way to Malaga :D:D:D

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If I didnt have a 12 yr old, I would. I need a holiday to get over my last holiday

lol x

I think we need a blippers vacation lmao xx

[nsd_user663_60839]

I did that last month lol

I found a B&B and flights for 3 days in Rome for £150 with british airways

Didnt smoke the whole holiday woop woop!

It was good because there is so much to look at to keep your mind off things. Not sure I would last a beach holiday tbh :rolleyes: