Good morning peeps!!!!
I am checking in on a beautiful sunny 80 degree morning. Day 6, who would have thought lol..... :eek:
Had a horrible time the past few days. Really wasn't sure I could continue so yesterday me and the OH packed up the boat and headed out into the Gulf of Mexico minus any ciggies or alcohol. I was shall we say a captive audience. I really needed to get my head back in it without the ability to get to any place where I could purchase the damn things. Let me tell you, the first day out on the boat this season with NO beer & NO smokes was really difficult, I admit to sulking for a bit. I had to really dig deep to pull myself out of it and stop being a spoiled brat but I did it and after about 2 hours I managed to enjoy myself. Saw a few beautiful dolphin, that will always bring a smile It worked, headed home late in the day.
Got a pretty good sunburn for my trouble but I'm still smoke free and maybe just a bit more dug into the fight than I was before the weekend. Still worried about the days to come but I am just really going to try and take it an hour or day at a time. This is truly the hardest thing I have ever had to do so I guess I have to just get my head around that and keep going. Not sure if it is the Chantix or me but I have been really mad about everything in general the past few days.
I hope everyone else has managed thru the weekend as well.