Ok so I'm 2 days 18hrs in and omg I'm having a bad day so far!
I was so positive last night and this morning! Last night I had a bottle of wine, didn't even bother me that I had a few minor craving for an odd puff but my chewing gum seemed to help me through and I didn't really struggle.
This morning I woke thinking I can do this! If I had wine last night and didn't bother me too much not smoking then hell yeah let's do this! BUT it's just been one thing after another this morning! Major stressful family issues mixed in with two children kicking up a fuss to now result in me having to totally bleach down the bathroom = cigarette time please?!
I'm dressed and ready to go buy a pack but as yet have not! Where I am located I can only buy packs of 20 and I am exempt from paying tax on them so at an appealing €4.00 per pack I'm really really debating why I've not bought any yet!
My hubster is trying to stop too but he has caved in and gone back to real fags, he is away with work at the moment and I know is stressed but it's also thrown me and now I'm thinking I want to smoke.
When are these cravings gunna die?