woo hooo 5 weeks today!! nearly at my record of 7 weeks and feel good
My problem is simple... I went CT from the start and it was absoloute hell on earth but I did it... my marraige is only just in tact from it and my teenage kids are finally coming round to the fact Im not an absoloute cow after all!!!.....BUT!.......
Last thursday I went Xmas shopping to cardiff, It was rammed and quite frankly horrendous.... I had a massive crave and so very nearly went and bought 10 cigs... but instead I spent £30 on a vapour cig instead the ones where u use the liquid... I am currently chuffing 18mg coconut and its wonderful! I wish I had known about them before but I am so annoyed because I went 31 days with no nicotine and now with this thing I am starting to get clucky if I havent got it, I have to make sure its charged and I have enough juice blah blah blah... its like being chained to cigs again!!
Anyway I have rambled like a mad woman so my question is, should I ditch the e-cig and go through nicotine withdrawal again or just keep using it? Its better than tobacco right? I just feel though that I am swapping one addiction for another, plus my last cig app on my phone makes me feel like a fraud... it says nic levels are zero but they obviously arent anymore :/ what to do... what to do :/