I'm sorry I post so much. I was totally fine. Up until just a bit ago. I had an urge earlier but it didnt last long. But then I had another and it's been for almost 2 hrs now. I've been doing all I can to distract myself. I'm probably going to try and go to the gym later but today I also got hit with a bad IBS attack. I've been going to the bathroom a lot today. And I feel a bit hungry but don't feel like eating. I hate this. I was doing so good until I caved.