Had to rush my beloved husband into hospital in the early hours of this morning with severe chest pains (he has a history of heart problems). Just got back home and am exhausted after spending all night and day by his side. He seems ok though thankfully, will know more when they have finished all the tests. The health service here in Spain is very thorough. The urge to smoke today has been immense and took every ounce of my willpower to get home without stopping at the tobacconist. Thank goodness I didn't succumb, now home I am fine again. Where do these craves come from.? 44 days nico free and aim to stay that way.